Happy New Year ^.^

Wow this is really late … all the blogs I am subscribed to put these up either before or jussst after new years … I feel like a failed blogger but I should crack on with the post because I have a lot to reminisce about from my eventful 2013 ^.^ so here we go:

– The year started off with a Bang XD well if we are being literal … 16 days before the new year I went to see Big Bang in concert and I made my life good … it was one of the best concerts I had been too and it set me up for a new beginning ^.^

– I went to, I think, a total of like 10 concerts last year, so really fun an exillerating. I will never forget TDCC in April with the group and Subira’s wipe-my-boobs-then-throw-the-tissue movements … nasty bitch XD … seeing TDCC again at the O2 in December was immense, so chilled singing and dancing with my bestie … and got lost in oogling men to the sounds of Crystal Fighters … blessed night … Attending Taking Hayley and Speaking in Shadows lead to me getting new facebook friends with members of bands … which is always awesome for being part of a street team and flyering for them … And Dumbfoundead, Just Dumbfoundead … the man is my idol …  I love his bars and his stage presence. And finally MY FAVOURITE GIG OF THE FRICKING YEAR … Infinite … now this was my favourite gig as I went alone, I got there by myself and was literally petrified because some fans were mean and wouldnt let me stand with friends I made online … so after moving to the back of the line … after 20 minutes I met this awesome lady who taught in Japan and she was really adorable, then her friend came and there was more adorableness (shame I forgot their names *facepalm*) …. but after literally conversing with them for like 3 hours the queue started moving and I met these awesome girls, Rory and Dana, these girls, let me stand with them, joke with them, scream with them and now were Twitter/Facebook friends … these guys literally made my night … and Rory she’s so small in comparison to me so I felt it my duty as the noble dongsaeng I am to make sure she could see the stage … and whilst in doing so got 8 seconds eye contact with Myungsoo … so I am happy

– I Failed 2 of my AS Levels XD haha I dont know why I laugh at that but I do … I mean if I didnt then I wouldnt be doing subjects I love more right now ^.^ I mean Film over Biology anyday XD hehe

– I changed colleges … then changed back again … I know somewhat confusing but I think it was important that it happened … don’t know exactly why it was important. But I was XD I hope it was … the adjusting was difficult but I’m happy now hehe

– Im pretty sure anybody who reads my blog know what happened just before the summer and partially into the summer, but for those who do not. I had a Bell’s Palsy in the left side of my face so basically the 7th nerve in my face was paralysed. This meant I couldn’t close my left eye properly, couldn’t smile fully, flare my left nostril, raise my left eyebrow, move it in general. Quite stressful, esp having to take 19 tablets per day; like 15 steroids, antivirals, omprezole, vitamin d and iron for months. I mean my last exam was abysmal, I couldn’t even concentrate in it, just kept poking my face and giggling in my head, left early and failed that exam. I mean I didn’t hide at home, I had a fricking eye patch, ofc I was leaving the house for everyone to see B), but I mean the only thing that got to me was having to tape my eye shut at bed time … it was so fricking annoying esp because my eyelashes would get caught on it.

– My 17th Birthday was somewhat eventful, I mean we dont discuss it anymore but it was so jokes in the end XD ❤ love you Autumn ❤

– New years was … something … im not sure how to take it, Mine and Liah’s banter became an awkward reality whereby we invited 2 people for jokes thinking they wouldnt come and showed up XD, met some cool people, one looks like Desmond *drools* like I am surprised i never jumped him but I kept mt cool (I say cool, what is my cool, I speak too much)

– I am ontop of my work load … in a sense … I mean I do have an essay due first lesson tomorrow I haven’t actually started yet (4am start I guess) … but other than that im ontop of it

– For christmas I got Assassin’s Creed 4: Black Flag, WHICH completes my collection of the games B) oh yeah … all my versions of the games are game of the year editions so I don’t have to buy any dlc 🙂 … I recently sat down to listen to the black flag soundtrack … damn it is brilliant

I am not sure what else to write … I mean I started writing this ages ago … like just before the new year and I just never got round to finishing it till today. I’m not gonna make this longer with resolutions but I may do a post soon with some in it after I am able to think of reasonable resolutions that i can actually do XD

Night Lil Lilys ❤

Tis the Christmas Season or is this just a figment of my muddled mind

(Ummm going back to the 27th … Infinite were so bloody fantabulously amazing … I mean the set-list, them, the fan service, my video and picture quality, the friends I made in the queue … god I had so much fun … a bit sad that they never played Request but everything else was perfect … except getting the teddy we almost caught taken from us by crazy people but i think my 7-second eye contact with Myungsoo makes up for it <3)

^^^^ As you can tell from this sort of start i was gonna blog about a bunch of awesome shit that I’ve done these past weeks … but I was mulling around in the depths of my brain space and I came to thinking (or figuring out … whatever sounds better) that all my friends have noticeable change in themselves and their lives. For example, one friend has lost so much weight that she looks amazing now (not like she didn’t before but wow I’m proud of her change), another has THE coolest friends ever (to the point that she LOVES one of them, plus she manages to get guys and go on dates … plus when we visited our old secondary school, everyone was complimenting her on her figure and smile … whilst they pointed out half my face wasn’t working T__T). The rest have had awesome things happen to them, passing drivers tests, jobs, holidays.

Now I’m not a jealous person but i do wonder how I’ve changed … i feel exactly the same … just a bit taller with different friends. I mean yeah yeah that’s life I guess but I always feel as if something should happen that would be the definition of amazing. But, it never happens.

I guess i should just be grateful for what I have; a home, internet, friends, family who love me … even though sometimes i wish i had a car and money to just leave for a few days.

Another thing i got to thinking about … what is my talent … i don’t think gaming is a talent but I’m not a great photographer, I’m suck-ish at art, I raise my hand up to being a decent writer but then again many people are, if procrastination was a talent I’d be good at it but not renowned for it. I can’t think of anything else that I’m ‘talentless’ at other than singing, dancing, playing any instrument, and cooking. Might as well become a hobo but even then I’d be reckless with what little money i accumulate.

The pity party is over and i just wanna state it’s 2 weeks till christmas, yaay.

I’m gonna go now and sleep or something unproductive with my life.

Night Lil Lilys


There’s only a small handful of times I can safely say that I am genuinely happy.

I mean loads of things just make me smiles a lot atm …

– I got my infinite Concert ticket … It was really touch a go because my brain was all mushy but I did it and I cost me a ducking arm and a leg for it but it will be completely worth it.

– I got my new phone and case (which I am blogging from atm) … its so prettyyyy ^.^

– I’m on top of my work load atm yaay … There is only a few times I could have said that last year but I’m not going to make the same mistake again

– My best mate wants to go winter wonderland with me again ^.^ yaay hehe such an adorable muffin

– There’s less drama to which people try to get me involved in … finally … Some well deserved me time

– Although I may have a Bell’s Palsy again and need more steroids and a head scan I’m staying optimistic about this … can’t let it get to me anymore (not like I did last time but you catch my drift)

Gonna finish watching LA Ink now … Later Lil Lilys



Lil Lilys I’m so happy ^.^

  • Infinite have released when they will put the concert tickets on sale … NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY ON PRIORITY … if I get tickets I will be the happiest girl in the world *melts* this has been a long time coming, because nowadays I don’t really fangirl over k-pop as much as I did before but Infinite after much deliberation through the years are my bias group and it would just be the most amazing experience. I’m so excited that I have even looked at setlists from all their other OGS concerts and compiled what I think they will perform (ughhh everyone know The Chaser, Destiny, Inception, Man in Love, Be Mine, BTD … all their main promotional songs but I can’t wait for their solo stages … I PRAY Woohyun does Time or Beautiful, and Sunggyu does 60 Seconds or Shine … I love Shine … and OMG IF HOYA DANCES TT__TT) I HAVE to calm down.
  • I’m getting a new phone tomorrow hehe … Samsung Galaxy Note 3 … this took DAYS of persuasion but its coming tomorrow … hehe I can’t wait … I think to christen it tomorrow I’m going to write a blog post from it tomorrow and take so many pictures for all you Lil Lilys to see ^.^
  • Arianna and myself have brainstormed ideas for a fundraiser at our school, by tomorrow lunch time we will know if we have the go ahead on it ^.^ Were gonna create a shortish documentary type video as well so we shall upload it for everyone to see our hard work 🙂
  • Found some really awesome blogs recently and have just been in my element to cruise the blog system and create contacts and buddies in the blogging world ^.^
  • Block B had their first music show win … it has been a very long time coming, those boys have been through so much and I am so proud of their achievements … even though they do not know me I will always be a BBC and support them through good time and bad … Block B, Zico, Kyung, P.O, B-Bomb, Jaehyo, Taeil, Ukwon and every BBC who never lost hope … I have the highest of respect for you all individually.
  • I’m stoked for getting my tattoo on my 18th next April … I know its far away but I have to mentally prepare myself otherwise I’ll chicken out and cry for ages … but I am decided … a koi fish … most likely completely black or redish … on my upper arm … most likely a half-sleeve … have I’m all prepared but I’m scared to show my grandma and auntie … my dad hid his tattoos from his mother for years up until last year … that’s how bad it is XD
  • Last thing is I have homework … do not ask me why that makes me happy … just does this week ^.^ hehe
Ill be off now Lil Lilys … gotta plow through these essays ^.^ TTYL ❤ xx
P.S. I’m gonna try and fix something to do with music on my blog … because each post has a certain song-ish mood to it that I just can’t quite get through speaking hehe ^.^ xx

Day 4 of Blog Your Socks off September a.k.a Paramore Gig


i got so close to her, eye contact with Hayley and Taylor … so jealous of the girl who got to go on stage with her but oh well it was really fun

The ‘Support act’ so to say was amazing too … First time hearing of Fenech-Soler and really really enjoyed them … ill link videos of them and the who of Paramore’s set bellow ^.^

Paramore’s Set:

Fenech-Soler’s Songs:

Last Forever
Blog soon (well in 5 minutes coz i keep messing this stuff up 😦 )

Day 3 of Blog Your Socks off September a.k.a Up and Coming Gigs

I fail soo much with this … i made them and forgot to schedule them to post so i have to edit them abit and now post them xD

 So Day 3 of this and I’m going to do a post that i do most of the time in passing … MY UP AND COMING GIG LIST!! *self cheering and bowing*

so here we go …

In November we hopefully have Infinites concert … this is one i am looking forward to a lot … them being my main bias group in kpop … why would i miss it … i can see it now … me, myungsoo, woohyun, hoya, dongwoo, sungyeol, sungjong and sunggyu … in one room ❤ ahhhhhhhh (even though there will be 1000's of other people XD)

Also in November, i am attending an Alice in Chains gig with Arianna for her birthday … i think now would be an awesome time to acc listen to their stuff so I’m not standing there like a fool hmming away XD

In December, the 13th to be specific … myself and Subira are attending Two Door Cinema Club at the O2 … i mean yeah we have seen them before but that was one of my most favourite gigs and it is a privelige to see them again … going to be amazingggg ❤

i cannot for the life of me remember any more so far 😦


okay i lied but posting now is my way of apology

i know at the end of my last post i said i’d try and update you guys with pictures and all that but i got sidetracked … and i don’t have my SD card but yeah, i did however try to do a little gig summary for Biffy Clyro but i also then got sidetracked … i can tell you now in short … it was really really good, set list, stage presence and special effects … BUT … because of my seats i spent most of the concert anxious of me falling very very far down to my death … and were talking TOP of the O2 by stairs … if i jumped i could grab a steal beam above me … i was absolutely petrified but as the gig went on it got easier and i was comfortable as my thought process was if i die them the guys next to me die too XD cruel i know but Mild Sadism is one of my virtues (Leafos the great has a list of virtues inspired by Mill’s Trees not Train tracks theory !!! :D)

But moving on … yesterday i got back from a day in Ipswich with my eonnie Giva … i mean i like the uni but the accommodation tour almost made me fling myself out of the 5th floor window … swear its like they all had selective hearing or were just B.D.D (Blind Deaf and Dumb) how can u ask if the room is self-catering or semi-catered … approx 6 times … when the room was silent and it was asked seconds prior … and then your daughter asks about the mail boxes … she’s right in front of you and then you proceed to ask again even though you discussed it with her when you got the answer … I’m not sure if you were trying to make me flipped the nicely laid but unrealistic breakfast bar counter table in the show suite which had to many colour cushions, rugs and blankets to be a uni flat ¬_¬ like honestly … don’t lie to them … should have shown them what it would really be like … too many pans and dishes … the scent of mainly unwashed body or air freshener and stuff … like personally i could have given a better tour but oh well … tis what you get … but i wont lie it is a good university … the town is amazing and the cafe by halls sells the best food *drools*

In other news … recently … i got insanity !! … now i know there are people out there who say that it’s too intense and could be dangerous but I’m willing to take the challenge … plus it would be fun for the summer esp with parties and Paris XD so just gotta stock up on some protein powder, shaker and some fruit and boom here we goo 😀 … i should blog once a weeks about my progress … for you to see if it works but for myself … i’d feel it a massive achievement to reach my goal size and stick it out so wait for those

My birthday … now I’m not gonna go into the details about everything … as I’m not that cruel to expose my friend but lets say … it was a memorable birthday … like so memorable the images and stories burn holes into my innocent mind XD haha i kid but yeah, we had people vomiting (grim thought i know but its an achievement as it doesn’t usually happen), we had drinking games and a drunken movie watch … the best kind, The late night order of chicken and pizza was just delightful.

ummm ohhh last thing before i piss off and let you have your evening in peace … that’s if this even gets read you know *awkward laughter* but yeah i find it immensely difficult buying things for others … like its not like i don’t wanna celebrate your birthday with a loving gift and token of appreciation … or its not like Christmas isn’t important to your and your materialistic self but i like my money … and in all honesty i just spent £67 on just one person … yeah the aftershave is acc soo beautiful … (like i’d sex him right there and then if he wore it near me but yeah that’s slightly going off tangent) … and the game you wanted is quite reasonably priced for being out of print now so ill give you that … But I’m not happy about it 😦 could have bought and completed the rest of my infinite collection T___T

so yeah imma go now and listen to Dumbfoundead (who im seeing in a month today … that guy is just the sex and he knows what music to make <3) … i know this blog post wont get as many hits as the last but hey oh well … this is just my thoughts space where i pretend and believe people acc read, understand and love my blog hehe XD biii