Disappointed

Going to take a break from blogging for the rest of this week because im disappointed.

Im disappointed because you find out the guy your bestfriend has been dating fucking screws her over leaving your friend broken and dead inside. i mean how low can you get to give the shittest excuses, she wont even see me because she feels so shit … you are so lucky im decent or our face will be smashed through a glass door you inconsiderate bast- …

i wont finish that sentence, but i even more disappointed with my other friends, who find anything about eachother to argue about, it really takes its toll on you when all you can hear is them arguing. im sorry but they arue and you give me grief about them needing to talk to eachother, you give me ear ache …

when ‘friends’ try to blackmail you by bringing up all the things they have ever bought you … that disappoints me the most … if you base your friendship on material things then you are the lowest of low … i despise you trying to get me to give you things ‘beacuse i bought you this’ … 9/10 times i dont ask you, and also you shouldnt expect … ¬¬

im literally not gonna post again for a week but ill still be looming around editing the blog for my project

i had to hold my anger back and refraine from cursing people

Bi for now *walks off*

Explanation

well this isnt really an explanation for my abscence but its an explanation for some things

I did mention last time that i started a mentor program, its going okay … if you do read my blog often you would have seen some changes … the background, the title, the url, etc etc … nut hehe yeah these are all steps to my goal … im trying to get my blog popular … well more popular than it is … hehe

thats all i shall say on the matter at the moment because i dont wanna ruin it by promising all these things and not getting to it haha but in other news-eth

hmmm … what else is there … i dont wanna complain about trivial things that are nigling at me … but i dont wanna bore you with loads of fun things because that … is wayyyy to cliche XD

i guess ill sign off here but i will update soon, results day coming up, plus the rugby match … the guys are going down mwuhahahaha

I got my mouth working !! completely stroke free … you can barely see where it happened XD